Thursday, December 16, 2004

A Deleted Message

How impt is a sms to u? How often do u save a msg, keep it in ur msg box & refer to it as & when u feel like doing so.

I do housekeeping for my mobile msg box. This is common as we r so used to sms tat often we might hv 20-30 msg a day. However, I oso keep my sms. Esp those greeting msg & msg which hv special meaning to me.

It did not really occur to me tat I've attached some feelings to my msgs till 1 of the msg was deleted off. How it was deleted I shall not talk abt it. Wat surprises me was tat I actually feel sad when tis msg was deleted.

Somehow, unknowningly, I've invested certain amt of attachment to tis msg. It was a reminder msg 4 me. Someting to remind me to b positive n independent n hv less expectations. Suddenly when tis msg was deleted, I feel kinda down.

It might sound silly, even I find it silly, but it's true. To certain extend, I actually feel like crying bcos a msg was deleted. Mayb I was simply too sentimental. The other extreme part of me.

Haiz. Since I can't change history, I wld jus accept tat I can no longer refer to tis msg for some unknown support/strength.

:-(

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